He's gone, and there's nothing i can do about that. i loved him and took care of him - he had been weak from heart failure. He'd load the firewood on the truck, and i brought it into the house. The folding chair he used is still in the wood crib - and that's not going anywhere.
What i can do is: get up when i please, make a meal - or not, go to bed when i choose, work in the yard if i want to. In short, why be miserable over events of which you have no say? My husband is gone, it's not like i can demand the Lord to bring him back. That's not happening.
But even with limited funds, i am free to live alone, and am allowed to enjoy this space. And what's most freeing of all is: the last thing i feel constrained to do is, go on e-hormany, or any other meat-market site. Last thing i want is...ew, that.
Yep, there's freedom when yer 60+ Just sign me, lady mgtow.
Saturday, March 28, 2020
Friday, March 27, 2020
King David was abused/neglected when he was a boy. How come we don't hear sermons about that? Take. a. good. guess ;/ Yeah, there ARE Scriptures...
In Samuel 1:16, Jesse and his sons went to the sacrifice. In the middle of the chapter, verse 11, guess who the ffaaamily had excluded from attending? Well, Samuel, the prophet put everything on hold, until the boy (David) was brought. Yeah, surprise, surprise, it wasn't the football jock (the eldest son) to be anointed the next king. Bet that went over real good. Evidently... In the middle of the next chapter, David is back to grunge duty, and he was told by his father to deliver lunch to his brothers who were on the battlefield. Well, he gets narked-out by his eldest brother and, in the next verse, by bro's team of flying monkeys.
"And David said, What have I done? Is there not a cause?" 1 Samuel 17:29. Oh wait, there's another Scripture. Psalm 129:2 "Many a time have they afflicted me from my youth: yet they have not prevailed against me."
i'm asking this question because it's quite evident that, like 95% of even KJB preachers are avoiding the reality of abuse going on in the homes of church members. It's as if preachers think the devil's kids are over at the bar.
Uh no...! The bar is where regular sinners gather - folks whose day of grace is still on. Yeah, there will be a goliath or two, and folks just won't mess with them. But not all the devil's kids are into bar-fights. The devil's kids are like their daddy - they ain't stupid. So instead of running sneaky little mind-games at the bar, many of these wickeds take a safer route. Church people.
"And David said, What have I done? Is there not a cause?" 1 Samuel 17:29. Oh wait, there's another Scripture. Psalm 129:2 "Many a time have they afflicted me from my youth: yet they have not prevailed against me."
i'm asking this question because it's quite evident that, like 95% of even KJB preachers are avoiding the reality of abuse going on in the homes of church members. It's as if preachers think the devil's kids are over at the bar.
Uh no...! The bar is where regular sinners gather - folks whose day of grace is still on. Yeah, there will be a goliath or two, and folks just won't mess with them. But not all the devil's kids are into bar-fights. The devil's kids are like their daddy - they ain't stupid. So instead of running sneaky little mind-games at the bar, many of these wickeds take a safer route. Church people.
Thursday, March 26, 2020
Oh and now, someone was over there waxing all spIrtchuull (gaagg!) about "suffering." Yeah, probably from a comfy 3k square-foot house.
First off: in the real world, "suffering" inhales. Real people, who actually use their noggins, will avoid "suffering" like they'll avoid the black freaking plague. That's spelled (being) s-m-a-r-t. Smart people plan - ya know, go to COLLEGE and study, and hedge those marketable skills - and so, don't end up being a pain the backside to their families, their church, their community. Uh, kinda qualifies as an act of mercy, ya think? - after all, uh, aren't there more than enough poor people already???
Just burns me up, when people play the Jesus-card - while conveniently forgetting His Word also includes an Old Testament chock full of Scriptures concerning working, saving, investing, and avoiding debt. Why, in the New Testament, not every widow qualified to be on the church charity list. Widows under the age of 60 were expected to either remarry - yeah, good luck with that - or (i guess) gedda j.o.b.
People who tell other people that women don't need college, need to put a sock in it. Uhm, look around. A job that actually has the hours and the pay to actually afford decent food and lodging aren't just around any street-corner. The REALITY is, it's tough enough for a young person to find sustainable work - let alone some has-been.
Just burns me up, when people play the Jesus-card - while conveniently forgetting His Word also includes an Old Testament chock full of Scriptures concerning working, saving, investing, and avoiding debt. Why, in the New Testament, not every widow qualified to be on the church charity list. Widows under the age of 60 were expected to either remarry - yeah, good luck with that - or (i guess) gedda j.o.b.
People who tell other people that women don't need college, need to put a sock in it. Uhm, look around. A job that actually has the hours and the pay to actually afford decent food and lodging aren't just around any street-corner. The REALITY is, it's tough enough for a young person to find sustainable work - let alone some has-been.
Oh brother ;/ on another blog, that 80% stat is again being thrown around - in hopes that
politicans and judges will trip over it ... i guess. It's being repeated that (and evidently wished for) four out of five divorces are initiated by women. Besides, this being nothing more than the usual mgtow agenda, stinking up cyberland ... just for kicks ;) why are 80% of divorces being filed by wives who want out?
Uh, the answer might be better addressed with another very simple question. Why is wifey - who also happens to WORK full-time AND is doing most, if not all, the housework - also mowing the dern grass? This situation was described by a lady blogger who had this to say - concerning videogame-junkies - "Take a look around!"
Thinking about time and money - ya know, the practical side of life - just raises yet another question. Why would anybody, man or woman, want to continue for additional decades (of which MANY of these failed marriages had lasted) after they realize peewee or peewee-ess is nothing but a rotten taker, and he or she isn't going to get off his or her lazy behind anytime soon.
Newsflash: we're humans, we "can only stands so much, and can't stands no more." (The words of the great philosopher, Popeye the sailor man.)
Uh, the answer might be better addressed with another very simple question. Why is wifey - who also happens to WORK full-time AND is doing most, if not all, the housework - also mowing the dern grass? This situation was described by a lady blogger who had this to say - concerning videogame-junkies - "Take a look around!"
Thinking about time and money - ya know, the practical side of life - just raises yet another question. Why would anybody, man or woman, want to continue for additional decades (of which MANY of these failed marriages had lasted) after they realize peewee or peewee-ess is nothing but a rotten taker, and he or she isn't going to get off his or her lazy behind anytime soon.
Newsflash: we're humans, we "can only stands so much, and can't stands no more." (The words of the great philosopher, Popeye the sailor man.)
Wednesday, March 25, 2020
On that other blog, another woman was commenting about the time - when she was starting to realize ...
NO! the spilled milk, the (long-time) lopsided mailbox, even the rainstorm, were not her fault! Anyway, one particular evening, she was cleaning, and oh, she decided to - gasp - open the windows, and the blinds. Ya know, for some fresh air. By the way, she was probably house-cleaning at night because she is probably at WORK during the day - yeah, the same-old married to a pee-wee who won't provide...surprised anyone?
Well, pee-wee comes in the room storming and ranting...over what! Open windows, that's what. Heaven forbid, that someone would get a glimpse inside and see what a pathetic jerk the wife had the great misfortune to have ever met. Guess she had enough, because she said NO! I will NOT shut up the windows. (Yay! You go girl ;)
Got to get offa here and get ready for work.
Well, pee-wee comes in the room storming and ranting...over what! Open windows, that's what. Heaven forbid, that someone would get a glimpse inside and see what a pathetic jerk the wife had the great misfortune to have ever met. Guess she had enough, because she said NO! I will NOT shut up the windows. (Yay! You go girl ;)
Got to get offa here and get ready for work.
Monday, March 23, 2020
From another blog - basically, what went down was, Deb had prepared a lovely dinner - and it wasn't the first time
she had gone to such loving, careful effort. And like at the start of previous lovely dinners, pee-freaking-wee had to make an issue about Deb's "mistake." Oh, horror of horrors, she had left ... oh what. ever. sit in the frig a wee bit too long. Now it's cold...whaa! So of course, pee-wee just has to ruin another nice dinner for Deb by making rude faces at her. Never mind, the woman (probably) works full-time, then comes home to another entire shift.
Frankly, pee-wee oughta be grateful he isn't being served fast-food, three or four times weekly. But of course, pee-wee is a not-exactly-covert reviler. Had he at least been a semi-honest scoundrel, Deb would have likely split years ago. And then ole peewee plague would have to find another host - and beef and wail about having to continue supporting his kids.
Deb, like alot of wives, is waaayy overburdened - with things that her husband should be taking care of (like, why is she ALSO cutting the grass???). Uh, so of course she's going to forget the fancy mustard while at the store - with a dozen other tasks nipping at her heels. Never mind, nobody bothered to tell her it was used up - better yet, take the bother to add it to the list that is affixed right on the door. And ya know what, that Deb - who is reminded of her incompetence - even has a nice pen attached to the magnet.
Frankly, pee-wee oughta be grateful he isn't being served fast-food, three or four times weekly. But of course, pee-wee is a not-exactly-covert reviler. Had he at least been a semi-honest scoundrel, Deb would have likely split years ago. And then ole peewee plague would have to find another host - and beef and wail about having to continue supporting his kids.
Deb, like alot of wives, is waaayy overburdened - with things that her husband should be taking care of (like, why is she ALSO cutting the grass???). Uh, so of course she's going to forget the fancy mustard while at the store - with a dozen other tasks nipping at her heels. Never mind, nobody bothered to tell her it was used up - better yet, take the bother to add it to the list that is affixed right on the door. And ya know what, that Deb - who is reminded of her incompetence - even has a nice pen attached to the magnet.
Sunday, March 22, 2020
Over the past two-weeks have heard some really disturbing stuff - has nothing to do with this cono-virus hoax.
A question has been on my mind for awhile, that is: Bible says that in the latter days men's (and women's) hearts will wax worse - that we're just getting more selfish. Until recently, that somewhere-in-the New Testament didn't quite make sense to me. Yeah, i get it: the Bible is right, and i'm an idiot - no problemo!
The question came about from what little i know about history. Just several hundred years ago, people were thrown into cold filthy dungeons for simply questioning the government, and suffered horribly slow deaths simply for possessing/sharing a few pages of Scripture written in the language which the locals spoke.
Going back some 1,500 years further, gets even worse. Uhm, isn't being hung on whatever punishment enough? Uh no, the pee-pull just had to mock and do other vicious little stunts to the prisoners. Bunch of rats!
While today, when you go to sue joe's tire center for selling you retreads - when you paid for good tires - your lawyer will seek restitution for a brand new set of tires and the two days of your lost wages. And any snarky comments exchanged between the parties will be soundly rebuked by the judge. In ancient times, however, it wasn't enough to win the suit - and there after politely avoid buying anything from Joe ever again. Oh no, back then, it was winner take all - completely RUIN Joe. For what! A stupid set of tires, that's what.
By the way, my mechanic sells good tires.
This morning, it hit me. The reason we have reasonably decent merchants, policemen, judges, and jails - where the prisoners (even people convicted of molesting kids) are issued warm blankets, clean clothing and decent food - is due to NONE other than Christian influence. i am sure anyone in non-Christian countries -who was cheated in business or had a brush with the law - could testify to that.
Getting late, godda get offa here.
The question came about from what little i know about history. Just several hundred years ago, people were thrown into cold filthy dungeons for simply questioning the government, and suffered horribly slow deaths simply for possessing/sharing a few pages of Scripture written in the language which the locals spoke.
Going back some 1,500 years further, gets even worse. Uhm, isn't being hung on whatever punishment enough? Uh no, the pee-pull just had to mock and do other vicious little stunts to the prisoners. Bunch of rats!
While today, when you go to sue joe's tire center for selling you retreads - when you paid for good tires - your lawyer will seek restitution for a brand new set of tires and the two days of your lost wages. And any snarky comments exchanged between the parties will be soundly rebuked by the judge. In ancient times, however, it wasn't enough to win the suit - and there after politely avoid buying anything from Joe ever again. Oh no, back then, it was winner take all - completely RUIN Joe. For what! A stupid set of tires, that's what.
By the way, my mechanic sells good tires.
This morning, it hit me. The reason we have reasonably decent merchants, policemen, judges, and jails - where the prisoners (even people convicted of molesting kids) are issued warm blankets, clean clothing and decent food - is due to NONE other than Christian influence. i am sure anyone in non-Christian countries -who was cheated in business or had a brush with the law - could testify to that.
Getting late, godda get offa here.
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